Blank Happiness

Sometimes when I question myself about what happiness is,
Or what is it that can make someone happy,
I go completely blank.
When I question myself, when was the last time I felt happy,
I go completely blank

It’s a strange thought, but how do I know I am happy today,
What would it feel when you are happy,
Is there a true happiness??
Happiness means differently to different people,
Till date I am unable to discover my happiness.
Is it material, a person, a gesture, a fact? What is it?

Most don’t find time to think about the actual happiness,
And simply believe they are happy.
Some say they are happily married, others say they are happily settled,
Do they really find happiness in it?
May be they want to believe they are happy,
And the belief of being happy makes them think they are happy

Guess that’s why it’s said human mind is tricky
Because only a human mind is capable of fooling itself
And how innocently or rather proudly one lives in this foolish world of happiness
Making oneself intentionally believe that he is happy.